o! and btw
i’m quitting smoking for good now :) no need for it ^_^
me: “MY WRIST HURTS! MY WRIST HURTS! MY WRIST HURTS!” tomo: that’s a weird thing to yell while I’m scratching my balls brian!
leeann aguas :p lol and before you even think of it: no i’m not writing this blog just cuz you asked me to :p it just popped into my head ^_^ ok. so lately we’ve been talking and it’s cool cuz i finally feel like we can talk like friends :) a few months ago, i would have never thought it possible. just because i never thought i’d be this happy with life that i am able to...
kels talked me through to calmness too ^_^ and the other two people that are presenting with me (in 4 hrs) invited me to their house with fast internet ^_^ yey!! things turned out better than expected, and i am not writing a 10 fucking page paper ^_^ i’ve had 1 hour of sleep since sunday :) and it’s tuesday lol
i wish you were here. i’m becoming hysterical. i’ve planned lie after lie of what i could tell my professor. and some truths. i just hate this so much. i just hate that i am fucked going through this without anyone. leeann did at least help me to become proactive and try. but it’s a 10 page paper. i only have 6 sources. fuck all of this. i really want to die right now.
FUCK! i have a fucking paper and presentation due in the fucking morning! i was told it was due thursday not fucking tomorrow! i will fail this class if i dont, and i’m already on low sleep. fuck all of this. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i hate this! fuck!
you know what’s worse than being the brick? realizing you’re the brick, and knowing there’s nothing you can do but hope that the situation might change.
I need to make a move, but what can I do? You’re perfect in every way.
times when i smile
remember when we had a night where we just texted each other questions? mine were all shallow and dumb like “what’s your favorite sex position?” whereas yours were deep. sidenote: that’s always such an appealing quality to me, the inquisitive nature. i think the questions asked tell so much about a person. and you ask beautiful questions :) anyways, one question was...
so snaufer was one of my favorite teachers in high school. he taught American History, and made us all laugh while simultaneously teaching us more in one year than any of us thought possible :) his wife won’t let him have a facebook, but i’m Mrs. Snaufer’s wife on facebook. i’ve never actually talked to her, but she just messaged me about how they talk about me, and the...
so today was amazing. i was kinda down during orchestra, just because things didn’t really turn out like i wanted them to, but it all got better :) and i just finished watching Silence in the Library. i cried so hard!!! Y_Y gosh i love river song so much! ugh! i just can’t! she’s so perfect for the doctor! and he never even knew all of the things they would do! ioqgernadvionka!...
That didn’t happen, of course. Things never happened the way I imagined them.– Looking for Alaska by John Green