August 2011
25 posts
strange day
first off, i am now, officially, completely out of money! i was gonna try and keep the last 5 bucks and live off of 2 cigarettes, but i realized very quickly that it is impossible! lol especially because i have Symphony rehearsals all week! 3 hours playing pages of 16th note runs (because gershwin and john williams hates strings!) and i was quickly exhausted, and stressed (smoking helps relieve...
dear SYANF: I DONT KNOW HOW TUMBLR COMMUNICATIONS...
i dont know how to respond to your message!!!! lol so i am posting it :) i think the people that subscribe to both genuinely care about a fellow nerdfighter, so be proud that you have a tumblr that appeals to the masses (of nerdfighteria) and to the fewer dedicated followers ^_^ and 1600 followers?!?! totally famous!!! ;D
signsyoureanerdfighter asked: Hello! I must say I enjoy having two pictures featured at the bottom of your tumblr! :P But I really like the Doctor Who references as well. Whovians ftw!
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seriously!?!
ever since my brother and his wife got married, my life around them has been shit! they drain me! it started last year, when i had to trade cars with them because my car got better gas mileage, and they shared a car so they needed it. his car is pure shit! they wrecked it, so the bumper looks like toilet paper met sandpaper. so i drove that hunk of shit til summer came and then they took it back,...
school has started!
i love my schedule! mon, and wed are gonna kill me! but every other day i have two easy classes like orchestra or choir :)
some of my freshmen friends from last year quit music though ;( or they didnt come back to wayland ;(
i like making friends with freshmen, cuz i know all the other music majors, so they’re new and new is good (possibly) except the freshmen in my dorm (which is 80% of...
a Doctor Who moment
so i went out to the marsh (a small open field in the middle of wayland in which people can play or chat) for my goodnight smoke, and there were so many freshmen there! (80% of my dorm is freshmen [we got oodles]) and there were people do gymnastics there, cuz it started conversation/is fun/lets them show off a bit, and at first i was like “these people are so weird/annoying/boring,”...
do you ever have one of those shitty days where nothings seems to go right?
well that day just punched me in my face, took my bottom lip, and stretched it over my head! ugh! horrible timing as always!!!
fuck! tomorrow better be better!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
what is your new year’s resolution?
mine is too lose weight like every other resolution, but i also want to find a purpose. ya know, that Great Perhaps. i want to feel alive! because today is the reminder that one year ago, today, the world came crashing down, yet also opened up to me and said “brian, you can do anything.” because one year ago today, i became single. let’s...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FA2_rOhlVLg&feature=iv&annotation_id=annotation_504610
idk why i should wait. i really have no reason to, and no hope to, but i’m naive enough to do it. and if there’s one thing i have learned from life, it’s that people are important, and if i ever expect anyone to be there for me when i need it most, then i need to be there for others....
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
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my friend is also my roommate ^_^ best...
Me: Are you watching the xmas episode?
Friend: Who is your favorite alien that youve met lol
Me: The face of boe! Second is the ood, but an immortal is just too epic! Lol
Friend: No im on my way to odessa but i have pretty good memory of these things. Like collin in abundance of kathrines i remember random things
Me: Lol that was most definitely my fave christmas special :) it was...
a terrible thing
the terrible thing is the truth. i realized it tonight. i realized that i was lying to everyone. it’s been my goal: to keep everything a secret to give it more value.
this is the truth: i believe in Love, but i am afraid of it. it’s more than fear. i’m terrified of it. when i am afraid, i pretend the fear is not there. when i am alone and think i hear something that might be a...
In greek mythology, it’s said that humans were...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSqZf8sgUbY&list=FLvGUh-Iha17c&index=77
o the day, when you would choose me.
fear and safety
so, i’m home alone until tomorrow, and i have been for a short while, and every night when i go to bed, i start to get paranoid. my mind starts to tell me of horrible situations that people have experienced, and i begin to become afraid. my heart beats onto the surface of my chest, and my eyes shift as if i’m on lookout.
but, i was thinking about safety. and i realized one of my...
glip
i…i couldn’t really think of a title ^_^
today was a funny one. my day started last night: my bro works as a cotton patch server and he asked me to come in and be a fill-in busser. it was really pretty easy considering you have to dishwash, bus, prepare food, make appetizers, and something else i’m forgetting while at yamagata. and i made a pretty penny :) they asked me to work...
well crap
so lately, i haven’t been feeling much. of course, i’ve been out of town for two weeks, so it was almost like i was a ghost for two weeks. and then i come back…and one night i was relatively depressed, ‘cause that’s what i do.
but tonight is weird…i dont feel anything. quite literally, i can’t feel anything towards anything (with the exception to doctor...
ordinary
went and hung out with amanda tonight :) for those who don’t know, she’s been a great friend since high school, and even though we both got busy in college and havent seen each other much lately, she’s still as cheerful and fun as i remember.
i was panicking at first, because, well, i’m horrible with people and small talk. and i sorta like her, but i’m still in that...
ronnie gave me a pipe and some tobacco :DDDD what a great gift!!!! no reason…just cuz he had an extra/cheap pipe and some tobacco he doesn’t like. but it’s way cheaper than cigarettes and better for you (as far as tobacco goes).
finally saw evan today! it’s been a month since i’ve seen that lummox…but he was just like “hey.” …hey?!!?! i...
